so i havent been on this thing in a bout a million years..um lets see not a whole lot has happened since i last updated we got 2nd at nationals by 1/2 a point..it was gay..when i came home tho josh was at the school and he gave me a rose and a big hug and then we went to cheeburger cheeburger and before we got out of the car i opened my valentines present..it was a really pretty ring its like a pink heart and diamonds around it..its gorgeous..i absolutely love it and him..then that friday i went to his house..and we hung out....saturday we didnt do anything and sunday night he came over adn we watched saw 2 and the new dukes of hazzard i didnt like it b/c there was topless girls and i didnt want josh to look at them..so i covered his eyes..lol..well im gona go i still have make up work to do..

 i love you josh..so much

the ring josh gave me

When I look back on all that has happend: growing up, growingtogether, changing you & changing me. We've dreamt together, laughed together, cried together, I realize how much I truly will miss you, how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever and what the future holds is uncertain. Our todays make the memories of tommorow. Therfore it is with all of my heart that I send you my love, hoping you'll always carry my smile with you for all we have meant to eachother and all we will.

Like, D0 Y0U KN0W she has five smiles?
0NE when something really makes her laugh.
& 0NE when she's making plans, 0NE when
she`s laughing out of politeness, 0NE when
she is uncomfortable, & 0NE when she's --
talking about her friends <3

so pretty much josh is the hottest guy EVER..oh yeah..be jealous..

 were leavin for nationals tomorow..im excited but im kinda not..i dont wana be away from josh for 5 days and not get to talk to him that much or see him at all..oh well..were comin back monday night and josh is ridin with my mom to birmingham to pick me up from the airport..how freakin sweet is that boy..oh no wonder i love him so darn much

                            i love you so much josh

im in love with josh..

like for real..hes so amazing..he makes me feel like nothing bad will ever happen to me..he always knows what to say and do to make me smile..ive never felt like this about anyone before..i care about him so much..the thought of us ever breaking up makes me want to die..i hope we never do..i dont wana lose him..ever!

   wow..i needed to say that..ok..so yesterday josh rode home from school with me..we threw a baseball in my front yard..i gota start practicin for softball..haha..then we went on a walk and went to eat at harvest house and then went to the game..today..we went to the monster truck rally omg it was so fun..like it was awesome..josh said he wants to do that stuff but im not gona let him..after that we went to KFC and got food and went back to joshuas hizzo and ate and watched white chicks and hung out..and omg we danced..it was so sweet..ah i loved it..pictures will be coming soon from the rally and stuff..

                                      JOSH..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

   wow..havent written in this thing in forever..i just got home from joshs house..i love being with him its so much fun..we watched ice age and then we went to cheeburger cheeburger and ate dinner..it was good..i got some vanilla coke and..wow..im gona like buy a butload of that shit...its great..then we went back to joshs hizzo and watched wedding crashers and talked and laughed..it was fun..i didnt want to leave..but i had to cuz daddys goin to new york tomorow for work and i had to come home and see him b/c hes gona be gone a whole week..anyways..josh is now in my lunch and 4th period im so excited..i get to see him for atleast 2 hours every day!!..oh i love him alot..well im gona go..comments would be great

                   josh- i love you and im really glad we had that talk tonight..im not mad at you at all so dont think i am..i cant wait to see you monday..i love you..

oh..i do love that boy..

LONG TIME NO UPDATE..LOL

SO..NOT MUCH WENT ON OVER THE BREAK..I WENT TO JOSHS HOSUE SATURDAY AROUND 4 AND WE WATCHED REMEMBER THE TITANS AND POLAR EXPRESS..WE ATE LAWLERS..AND I WENT HOME AROUND 10 30..THEN YESTERDAY WE WENT TO THE MALL AFTER CHURCH AND THEN HE CAME BACK TO MY HOUSE AND WE PLAYED BASKETBALL AND WENT ON A VERY SHORT AND POINTLESS WALK..LOL..SCHOOL WAS PRETTY GOOD IM HAPPY I AHVE PEOPLE I KNOW IN ALL MY CLASSES..IM OUT THO..LATER

       I LOVE YOU JOSH!!

and when the sun goes down don`t forget about the person who made your day

me & josh(ew bad pic of me)

joshs "jordan, stop taking pictures of me" face

aw my little gangster..haha